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and I’ll be dead before the day is done
so raven and I are making a new AU WHOOPS
Castiel in 4.20 vs. 8.08
i’m still trying to process last night’s episode so baby steps let’s start with how cas bb puffs up like a preening glowing bird that’ll rip out your throat for threatening his winchesters
It’s like the whole WORLD is asking Dean to be their hero.
Dean come save me - be my hero. Dean come fix it- come clean up my messes.
The thing about Cas is that, Cas doesn’t need Dean. Sam needs Dean. Benny needs Dean.
Cas doesn’t need Dean, Cas just wants Dean.
I smell a new beginning for a healthy relationship. I didn’t even know that was possible on SPN.
It’s not just a healthy relationship. It’s healthy Dean as well. Finally, he found someone who asks nothing of him. Someone who shares his burden. Someone who says “It’s not your fault”
He not only asks nothing of him, but refuses what is offered. He doesn’t accept the easy way out that Dean gives him. I don’t see this as self-sacrifice and self-hatred, I see this as Cas wanting to be better than he was. He wants to grow and learn for himself, with maybe Dean as a guide but not a cheap solution, and that’s wonderful.
sorry guys, no update on the fic just yet (we just have a few more weeks until winter break though!) but here’s a random art update :)
Nesting!Cas for Anna!
Okay becuase Cas would be really secretive about this. He’s a bad ass angel of the lord, he doesn’t nest. He waits until Dean and Sam have gone out on an errand before appearing in their vacant motel room to quietly slip a shirt or two out of their laundry bag. He’s careful, of course. He makes sure to make this sporadic- Dean and Sam never suspect a thing. They just assume it’s part and parcel of traveling on the road (your clothes go missing every now and then. You lose your favourite shirt). It’s only when they’re sent up to Bobby’s attic to clean up the place (make yourself useful whilst you’re messin’ up my house and eating my food) that they find their shirts. And Castiel.
Cas would be all curled up in a ball, amongst shirts that the boys recognize as their own. There must be at least fifty there, a nest of plaid collars and sleeves and pockets. And they almost, almost wake Cas up, but he’s breathing slowly and Dean can’t wait to start working in the inside jokes the next time they see him.
‘Why don’t you go and get some nes- I mean, rest. Cas’
i probably shouldn’t draw when i’m upset
last night my stupid brain made me have this dream where on the new episode dean had a purgatory flashback where hIM AND CAS KISSED DAMMIT and it FELT SO REAL MAN LIKE IDK it was just so them and they were kissing despite being all covered in purgatory grime and dean had his hands all over cas and cas didn’t really know what to do but he was still into it and I EVEN DREAMT ABOUT BLOGGING ABOUT IT AFTERWARDS LIKE I LOGGED ON TUMBLR AND MY DASH WAS ALL KEYSMASH AND DESTIEL KISSING GIFS ugh it was one of those stupid dreams where you wake up and for like the first five minutes of your awakened existence you think it actually happened aND THEN YOU REALIZE YOUR LIFE ACTUALLY SUCKS AND THAT THERE WAS NEVER A DESTIEL KISS AND YOU JUST KICK THINGS UNTIL YOUR LIMBS FALL OFF and yeah
I’ve forgotten how to draw these guys